I just came back from an awesome week in Los Angeles with my daughter, I really don’t even know why I took her to the other side of our great country but I knew when we were on the beach at sunset and I asked her to forgive me for not being there for her over the years like I should of been.
I know it’s my son’s birthday soon Feb 4th and I should make my way back to Texas as my wife has a new apartment and we seem to be getting along much better, I do and will always love her.
I know I could go anywhere , be a drug dealer or a drunk and chase women because I have done that all over the United States. For some crazy reason I don’t even sell small amounts of weed nor am I interested in short term gains for possible LONG TERM Losses, I been down that road more then once.
I know I want to help people and feel like I am being compelled by God to do so. Perhaps if I am lucky I will one day be an example of a person who made many bad choices but ONLY by God’s grace was I able to finally get my life right.
When my life is right I am told there is no one nicer and I do admit I don’t care about money but I do love people.
Perhaps it would of been better to be selfish and worry about ME and Mine but I have never been like that and don’t plan on starting now.
So I will probably fuck up a few times as I am sure the Devil himself is waiting with his minions for me there but I know when I open myself to be guided by the Holy Spirit the devil has is no issue in my life.
I don’t want to go to LA, I want to go home but as I have no home I must go and see just what is it that the Lord wants.
See you there 
I will be in Venice Beach Monday and already have a place and ask ALL my friends whether you believe or not to PRAY for me to be guided and protected by the Holy Spirit and whatever happens I will know that is what was supposed to be.
Thank You
I will always Love you Norma I will be home one day
Pray for me Thank You
Have you ever done anything like this ?
Hi John,
I’m very happy that you are including God in your perspective of life. It is a wonderful thing to be in alignment with what God has for our lives and to be able to do things with that understanding. It makes everything that we do worthwhile because we are doing things for the eternal and not just for the temporal.
I’m glad you sat down and talked to your daughter. I’m sure it made a big difference for her and for you too.
Blessings,
Eren
I was at Venice beach two summers ago. Cali is such a fantastic place, the problem was, I was there during the so called June gloom, so it was overcast for much of the holiday. Didn’t spoil the experience though. The beach was fantastic, so many weird and wonderful people there. Will be going back as soon as poss.