Crazy as a fox

Dedicated to the Class of 1979 St.Peter’s School.

Welcome if you been coming around here for awhile I know it may seem like I complain about many things,well that may be true. But I wanted to take you on a little bit of a different ride tonight.
For so many years I have been countless different people. I have been around the block as they used to say. As a full time internet marketer , blogger, whatever. I wanted to share about a very touchy and positive experience I’m currently enjoying on Facebook. No not watching all the Guru’s I used the less from, more from to handle that.

But it started a few months ago when a few people that knew me from grade school started talking. We quickly reminisced  about days 30+ plus years ago. When I was young I had some problems that maybe other kids didn’t have to deal with mainly my father was murdered when I was young and I never really knew him. My Mother was a one of a kind and she’s dead now and I’m proud to say that I don’t think mentioning anything negative about her will add to the story so I won’t .(That tells me I have changed some )

Anyway we are all on there having fun shooting the shit like normal middle aged folks I guess. We are coming  up with the idea of having a 30th anniversary up there in New York so we can all be together one more time.

You know what I don’t want to go. I say I do to them but I don’t . Since we have been together I have served over ten years in prison. I hurt countless people for many years. I let people down and I let myself down so many times.

I don’t want to see them because I feel different. I feel while they are looking at me they will wonder why I was so crazy and did so many crimes. I don’t want to go because I will be so happy to see all of them I may not be able to handle it. I don’t have that much to loose but the whole experience may trigger me to hit and stay on the streets of NYC where I sadly knew all to well as a very young boy. I don’t want to see them because they all done so well and I was a loser for many many years. I don’t want to see them because they were successful not only in life, school and family that I don’t fit in with any of them, I guess I’m just scared because they always knew who they were and I still don’t. I don’t want to see them because it may be the last time………………

That song above is dedicated to all my classmates. There was 40 or so of us that got a chance to be together in some of the few best years of my life.
I’m happy to say I turned down a 5 figure offer for this not even 1 years old blog Not bad for smoking weed all day 420 Style
The bottom video I just made to test out YOUTUBE quick capture with this laptop and for my classmates to see that YES JOHN SULLIVAN is STILL crazy the only difference is I don’t hurt anyone today.

See You guys soon I pray

Sorry for the bad quality I will use my Sony next time that was terrible my bad

Thanks everyone

My next post is Titled  “How I make over 10K a month smoking weed in my bedroom all day” Hope you get a chance to check it out

Private msg  Oh my beautiful friend I didn’t forget you People check out this awesome young lady’s blog don’t tell anyone it’s PR 4 DO FOLLOW like this one Thanks   That;s her link Silly

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