Well I’m going to try my best to match any negative remark with more positive, it’s going to be tough. I was sitting here deep in thought about what my next moves will be. Sometimes my mind really plays tricks on me. I have to remind myself that society has changed my core principles will never change.
Often trying to be a nice person has many disappointments, letdowns and frustrations. To the point you just want to get away. I know I’m not happy here in San Antonio. I need to be near the Ocean.
Next weekend I may take a trip to Galveston. Iwantto have to quit smoking. I thought to do a combo and just split for awhile and regroup. I’m basically on vacation everyday so I need a brake from taking a break
What I really need is to find that place like Key West and although I don’t like the State of Texas I’ll go down there to check it out for a few days. What’s going on is I’m stucked. I’m like a old rock star trying to fiqure out NOW WHAT ? Blogging has been a blessing. It keeps you busy and you learn alot of things. I was actually thinking about trying to sell this blog and all the other ones I have. I thought some POT POLITICAL group or even Tommy Chong himself would maybe buy it so they could have something already set up. With the stats this blog has now would be a good time to sell. Anyway I want to move and be around different people. I think I can trust myself now not to start drinking and going back to my old ways.
Blogging on a whole is a very strange experience. I used to get real bitter when people would disappoint me. It reminded me of when I was young and a girl would dump me I would be real hurt and try to hide it. Well I’m past the point where it hurts. It is disappointing. I don’t know why some lame people seem to be all the rage and good old ever loyal John Sullivan had to work real hard for this shitty ass blog. Very rarely has any blogger actually impressed me to be honest. Most were like that girl you really liked and she starts walking away with your so called best friend. LOL
So whats the point? Well things are going great for me actually. I just have to air stuff out once in awhile and keep it real to me. Do you know how many blogs I have been on in the last 24 hrs. I have been to thousands of blogs, reached out to thousands of people,stumbled hundreds of people. Tried my best to help a few I hope and you know what maybe I feel I should of got back more or something. The urge to WIN in the end to be in the TOP 100 Technocrati was my goal. I’m finding now my goal is to move my wife and son to a small town on the coast, sell these lame blogs and write a new blog about something I really like
Fishing, marine life, marijuana, women, money, travel an online Playboy magazine, invest some money in it and fish all day on the pier
The poster on top was a very interesting documentary called a/k/a Tommy Chong it’s on Showtime and well worth watching. Besides his getting railroaded for selling bongs over the internet, I was fascinated by his character and it’s easy to see why everybody Loves Tommy Chong. In my mind I made a note of his beautiful wife and wondered if she liked him or his money ? As the show went on it was easy top see that Tommy has alot more then money. See I don’t have an endearing personality per se
I’m loud,obnoxious and all those things but guess what I’m none of those things,when I drank and lived a reckless lifestyle I was like that. The real me is actually shy and very caring and PROUD to say it.
Everyday the world has all kinds of terrible things to blog about, the fact that many major companies in America come January will be Chapter 11, the fact that Barack Obama will be challenged right off the bat disturbs me greatly. Don’t think I don’t think about all these things cause I do. I just hope we all find our place and stay safe
What do you REALLY have going on in your life right NOW ?
I hope I didn’t bum you out to much like my wife says GET OVER IT
already
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From Showtime.com
A/K/A TOMMY CHONG (TV14 – L) Produced and directed by Josh Gilbert, this documentary is an eye-opening and surprisingly funny chronicle of Tommy Chong’s recent battles with the U.S. government, which ended in a nine-month prison sentence for making and selling glass bongs, as well as a look back at his career in movies, television and albums as one-half of the comedy team Cheech & Chong.
PS you know whats weird this post sounds like I’m all bitter and I”M NOT AT ALL, I’m disappointed there’s a difference
I can see why many bloggers end up qutting well that’s NOT in my vocabulary. I just regroup and work on my other projects. Time is on our side




















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I think it’s really important to be honest about your feelings and disappointments — when you express how you feel either by talking about it or writing about it, it lets you get over it. I think you may remember that someone [i.e. me] wrote a bitchy blog about how “someone” [my best girlfriend for 15 years] got me into blogging and then NEVER came to my blog! I was really pissed off, but writing the petty blog helped me get over it and I started other blogs! So, it’s good to be honest and it feels better!
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(73 comments) November 29, 2008 at 7:42 pm
Keeping it real will keep you from losing your perspective, your originality. Right now I am wondering why my best friend chooses to be self destructive…she has everything, but lots of money, and she is caught up in this web of self pity and sadness. Keep doing you John, no matter what!
Whatever you decide (hopefully you’ll keep blogging, though) a move to the coast is very nice. I love living in Charleston, SC a short drive from several beaches, palm trees all over the place, milder winters, lower cost of living than the NY metro area, good fishing, etc.
Best thing I ever did was move…cleared the cobwebs right out!
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So, “get over it”!
I feel like doing that too. Sell every blog and website I have take a break, and maybe come back later. But I can’t afford that right now, so I’ll tick around for a little while.
Good luck!
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(55 comments) November 30, 2008 at 2:05 pm
Life just spins out of control…. I feel the need for a break myself. Since I went to Indiana for Mom’s surgery, I feel like I am out of control. Maybe the fact my son moved back in for a while too makes life crazier. But he is off to predeployment training. He got himself engaged. Mom is having a rough time with chemo. I am working 6 days a week. I don’t know. I love to blog. I have met some really cool people. (you are included in those) I am looking forward to get back to my blog and giving it the attention it deserves. I am looking forward to getting back to my friends blogs on a more regular basis. I miss you all. I hope your trip will help you clear your mind. Keep on blogging…. I for one will miss you … take care Christina
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I’m glad you’re not giving it away John, because I’ve only just discovered your work(via your extensive blogger outreach). Rest assured, some of us do notice (and appreciate) the selfless work of others. And for your recent effort you’ve got a new subscriber. Looking forward top reading more.
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(440 comments) December 1, 2008 at 7:43 am
@James Duthie: wow dude that just pumped me up and i was getting ready to redit my last post and was debating to fully edit Social Networking.Thanks for stopping By I checked out your blog and no doubt have much to learn:) Thanks for the cool spirited comment that’s my pay for the day
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(6 comments) December 1, 2008 at 5:33 pm
Nothing wrong with airing out your feelings, or finding that you would rather be doing something else aside from writing. Especially if that something else is quitting smoking! I wish you all the best doing that, and finding a new place for you and yours.
~ Kristi
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(440 comments) December 10, 2008 at 7:06 pm
@Maria0Maria: thanks