As I start I have to be real careful of two things, one I’m NOT implying I’m the perfect friend or to sound to negative. I really just want to see if the things that I have experienced are alien to me or has this world gone totally nuts in the last few years ? I want to also add that I have always had an unhealthy sense of loyalty and I have never let a friend down.This has cost me plenty. I realize now that I shouldn’t of bothered with many of these people but like a hopeless romantic I love people. So I wanted to ask, have you had life long friendships just diminish and become non-existent in the last few years ? Even people I thought I knew so well would just change up out of no where. I see that happen often in blogging.Your hanging tight with your NEXT NEW BUDDY one minute,digging the flow and BAMM- that person switches to the person you haven’t spoken to in 2 weeks now how did that happen ?
As I get older I thought you would add to your empire of friends.I know that I have more to offer now then when I just had money and drugs. So why shouldn’t I be more successful with friends. Some times I think that I’m on the verge of success, I mean life changing success and God is just weeding out all the suckers for me. I’m telling you straight up I’m confused. Did I develop into some anti-social person based on what I was seeing going down around me? I always told a new friend you will F*ck me before I f*ck you and it’s true.I always took my friendships very serious and was totally committed to people I considered my friends,everyone knew that and people loved me for it. What happen to all that where did all those people go? What do you do when people turn their back on you? What do you do when people let you down? have you ever got to the point where you secretly wished you had enough money to create your own world and just bring a few people and say FUCK all those suckers 
I’m outta here
It reminds me of an old saying I’d hear in Brooklyn when I was young,You can’t kill them all
Now your probably thinking wow this dude went off the deep end? And you know what wrong? I actually feel great about myself and my future but when I think about all the people I have meet in my life there are sadly few that I’d want to be there.That is not how I thought life would be…………
PS sorry to bum you out that wasn’t my intention I actually like to add that things are really popping for me right now it’s just disappointing that some people I really care about are gone.
Well it could be worse I could know these people….. Thanks for stopping BY……
PS whenever I tried to speak about things like this people remind me that it’s not good to have expectations on people but I don’t think I can set the bar any lower ..
OK now I feel bad so to counter balance my less then positive post I’m going to have to send you over to my good friend Benny’s Blog to recover Hit that PIC for a quick ticket to an awesome blog and message. Peace
If you do leave a comment tell me what that KID is saying and what he is looking at Thanks
when it’s all said and done you got to have some FUN 
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Good comment Teasas! You are right… not everyone deserves the privilege of “friend”. Some only deserve it for a time. For the past 30 years, I have led a nomadic life. First as military, then military wife, the retired military wife trying to find a place in the civilian world, and lastly as a widowed and single 40 something women. I tell you. I am most definitely tooooooo trusting. I give up my heart to just about anyone. Not one of the friendships of the last years have lasted through this final transition. (Saving for the fact that I found my soulmate, bestfriend about 4 years ago.) I find people claim to be your friend as long as you are meeting some kind of need of theirs. After that they skip town along with all the money they owe you! lol The realm of blog friend ships are fairly new. I have met several people that I would dearly love to get to know in the real world, but for now this is great. I have learned that I can only give what I am willing to lose. To do more hurts too much.
As for the picture….. I think he just saw Micky Mouse at Disney World!
Have a great day John!