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I was watching the news tonight here in San Antonio and they reported 20,000 people stayed on Galveston Island. I got emotional as I was watching the TV and the Hurricane IKE closing in. There’s no where to hide on that island. I have been through some hurricanes while living in Key West and they are nothing to play with. When I first went to Key West I was living outside with some old dude James and we went through one night in a very scary storm and I’ll never forget that night nor James.
I was happy to come across a great post about negative blogging on Problogger and leave it to Darren to cover all the bases as far as blogging. That’s a great post to check out I know it helped me refocus. It’s weird when I go through some stuff it’s seems like many of my alumni are going thru the same.Well I actually thought my Alexa was going to go back up and it was a little inspiring to see it went down 5 k in the few days I have been feeling sorry for myself;). Sometimes you have to be honest and look at what’s going on to be able to do something about it. I was interested in watching Oprah today and she was interviewing Tatum O’Neil and I was actually thinking about how our lives have been the same in many ways. I felt like going to NYC and giving her a hug and saying it’s going to be OK.
Well I think the person I need to hug right now is myself.
I almost got into a very violent situation the other day with my neighbor a young guy 23 who I have been letting use my wi-fi for months and he doesn’t appreciate shit. He has always had a bad attitude and will only talk or do something if there’s something in it for him-period. Well I almost cracked his head open with a baseball bat and I don’t care about his gun or gang banging buddies and to me that’s a little crazy. Where I live I’m the ONLY white person around and I always got along with everyone but to tell you the truth I’m tired of Texas to me it’s not a good place to be. The jobs suck and the people here are basically stupid so much so they don’t even realize it. I have never meet anyone in this town that has impressed me, except my wife. I just don’t like or dig the mentality here at all. I have lived in many places in America and I only wish I could tell you the total opposite. I have lived in plenty of “bad” neighborhoods in Brooklyn and Rochester NY and I never had a shortage of friends or people that were about something.
I’m going to order my affiliate site this weekend I have it all in my mind. I always shunned affiliate types and the whole thing but basically you can’t make money in this shit bag town and that is one of my tickets out of this city so I have to get busy. I’m going to go to the Austin craiglist site and check out some jobs even if I have to camp out at some job I’m willing just to get out of MEXICO,that is what San Antonio is Mexico. Except the people here look down on Mexicans from Mexico,which is weird cause they’re no better. I can’t believe I spent so much time in this place I must really love my son. That’s all I can say. You know what’s sad all these agencies come out for a hurricane well there’s a hurricane everyday here. Downtown San Antonio is disgusting and filled with homeless people that have been abandoned by society. This is a crazy country in Rochester NY they help the homeless and people that are suffering to much and here they don’t do shit.
Well I’m going to get my head together and go into survival mode. I have been worrying about what other people think and those people couldn’t give a shit so fuck it I’m going OLD SCHOOL.
I was on the streets at 11.My son is 11 I can’t imagine. All this place is a place to go over and over shit and I don’t like it. In Key West my life is peaceful calm loving here I’m ready to murder someone.
In fact this whole blog now will mainly be about my REAL LIFE and fuck blogging tips;)
Do follow was a worthless venture and getting on the front page for that was useless. Now I’m going to cram just what I think right in the face of people that want to live like they don’t give a fuck about anyone but themselves. I think all the jerks on twitter and all the hot shots are about up. Blogging needs some new blood and maybe just being straight up honest is what Blogging needs.Yeah it sucks writing about companies and people when your flat ass broke. It sucks signing up for another dream only to make nothing and be in this situation I’m in. Worse comes to worse I’ll make something happen and I don’t necessarily mean online.My mother died last Sept 15th I have been being all nice nice to the executor and I may just call him Monday and say Hey I need some money bad,I don’t care find it.
I know my Mother didn’t expect me to get treated like this, however close we weren’t in reality.
As far as people saying Dude just get a job,yeah you know what I got something and was weirdly grateful to get selling newspapers on Sunday. I mean in all honesty that 50-60 bucks will at least let me give my wife something. And my wife who is now working across the street at a gas station as the manager making 8.50 a hr has been so good to me since I have been back.But it’s time to get shit going for my family.
I want to move in a few months. My son doesn’t need to be in this environment. I’m actually hoping there will be alot of work down on the coast cause I may just head that way and blog from the library like I had to last week. So the fight is on. I bet by Christmas I’m in a whole totally different situation or dead;0)
Here’s something cool and since I’m a legend in my own mind and coined a few terms in my day
I was just making some coffee and thinking people will just think your some bitter nut. Hey don’t be fooled by that cause I have accepted many wrongs and moved on. I feel like a loser and actually am hoping by acknowledging that it would make me reach beyond this hell whole and get my family out of here;) And that is exactly what I’m going to do. This place is worthless I’m not and people that are satisfied with this place have at it.I may even move to Savannah or some place like that. I love people and have a few talents and have always done well for myself EXCEPT here so try to take that into account as you think about what I wrote and I’d be interested in your opinion.I’m going to tell you one thing I’ll be writing about positive things because when it’s all said and done.I’m alive and FREE and 2 million Americans are locked up tonight and I can easily be one of them.I’m going to go take a peek at Austin craiglist wish me luck it’s 75 miles up there road. I’m glad I wrote all this stuff I feel better and I don’t feel like a fraud like ALL SMILES and I”M OK. Things are not OK but they will be;)
Believe that.
I do love Blogging and the people I have meet. One great thing about any crisis is you get to know exactly who’s with and who doesn’t give a damn.People are so phony if I was making 5 g a week and had some lame book out people wow be like “OH your Marvelous”,it’s funny and sad at the same time.
I’m just trying to get my family in a better situation like anyone else.You have any advice or tips how to speed that UP fire away Thanks for stopping BY.
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That site is going to have some much google page rank and juice I can see it now.Thanks to everyone that wasn’t lazy and smart enough to send them in I have gotten some real positive feedback.
Have a great weekend and take a minute to think of all those fools that didn’t evacuate from Hurricane IKE especially on Galveston Island.They say tomorrow at 11 there will be a 25 ft storm surge there is no where to hide from that. I hope they make it.
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Great story with a lot of feeling, but it did confuse me when the title was a bit misleading. I am sure John this was intentional knowing you
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Hey, I hope evrything is okay your way. You gotta let us know. I saw the hurricane on the T.V. and you and your wife were the first ones that I thought of.
Hope all is well, get back to me if you need anything at all..
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